As trusted friends when in the worst situations help you or accompany you, do not give you a hug or a word of encouragement. That is my question and it starts the day of today, 29 September after a review, but not only this day but a succession of several days.
Today was just the glass that broke the water, but no longer tell how it all started. Since
between the university and 3 ½ years ago I thought "great to meet new people new experiences," if only I had known that these experiences would be most sad I think I would rather have chosen to study abroad as originally planned, but as they study at the maximum house of studies in Mexico. Well as I was saying that day was the best I met new people who were cool, I had a great time with them, their names were Marie and Emma, my first "friends." After the passage of the semester we were including more but something was lost in the course saw that their confidence began to change into my first was one thing but after agarrraban mocking me and I asked why, the answer was that I was not like they came from a school of pay (which they looked as if the worst sin of the universe "), I liked and I like read (which for them was like being possessed by the devil, "I like taking pictures of the landscape principalente (things they see as a disease) and above all see that the things I say sometimes are beyond his understanding. These are the reasons to consider me weird and sick, but I wonder and so I have asked my lifelong friends, is bad to do things like that if you like and the answer was no. So I realized UNAM that although they do not say the coming from private schools and study, read, like to go to the mall, like to travel the world, like many things they are not usually ridiculed and hate.
But I did not realize it until this semester, I had always missed but not anymore. They always want my support, to help them in the review, let them copy, which makes the task that they print such a thing and I'm not complaining because I learned a friend according to aid in good and bad but I see that reciprocity is not this giving and now I wonder how I have no friends at the UNAM who are really sincere? seems to be no.
Worst of all, incense say I hate when I'm the most sentimental person has been, I love giving my friends minor details made by me, but I love talking with them just because I can not comment because I know when I will get to criticize and make fun of everything I said. It's terrible because the only reason I stay afloat is by my best friends, for my mom and my brother, and that is that at the end here I'm going to USA to study and stay there and so as not to see her again.
Well that's it and that that day has just begun, but it was good to get I keep everything. XX
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